Peace?

How come there are days where it feels peace totally evades me? I mean there is nothing wrong in my life at all. Everything from the outside looks good, but even from inside I can see nothing wrong. So where did the peace go. One tiny little thing comes up, remembering that I have not done something I should and, WHAMO, no peace.
Today I feel like heel. I had a bad attitude for two minutes yesterday and now, even though all involved have forgiven me, I still feel like a heel. I know that in the final end of it all it is cause I am not forgiving myself. That is something I struggle with a lot. Things can be totally in the past for everyone, yet my mind goes over it and over it.
Well there you go. Nothing for a long time then, suddenly here I am back with a bang.
Have a good day. And don't forget the things you do probably bother you a lot more then those around

The year in a nut shell

I Went to India Last January on a missions trip and then came home (if you want more on India and me just go to the blogs posted between January 2006-July 2006). Then I came home and started working with my dad. During the last half of the year it has been working with dad and traveling back to Manitoba to see family. I was out there in October for the birth of my first nephew, and boy is he a little sweetie. He has such a happy disposition. When I returned from there in November big changes started to come about in my own life.

By the end of the month this young man had asked me out on our first date.
Regan is his name.

And now we get to spend much time together and have been enjoying getting to know more about each other every day. He is such a wonderful man of God, And he "gets" me. Things I was sure no guy could ever understand in me, He seems to catch on to. There is so much to tell of him, of his ways and how he works (and I don't know the half of it yet). I really can't think where to start or where to end for that matter. How well he treats me, in itself, is a book of wonders. I think two major things that I have noticed so far is how well he carries himself in any situation and how real he is to himself. And as my brother put it "he is always willing and ready to laugh, to have a good time".
So with him and a bunch of friends we rung in the new year after having spent Christmas out in Manitoba with my family.
It is now 2007 and there are new things to see and to live out. I look forward to what all God has in store for me and for all my loved ones. I pray that your hearts will remember that you are all loved by a God in heaven and by all those around you. May this year carry you to new places both in your hearts and in your lives.
HAPPY and BLESSED NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!!!