The fall

The fall seems to be baring down on me like a heavy weight. Not as the weight of an unlooked for drop of a rock on the shoulder but instead like the weight of a few heavy blankets crowding in on a cold body. The fresh crispness in the sun and the warmth in the cold breeze creates a feeling like no other in my being. Somewhere in the death of the leaves is a rebearth in my soul.

It would seem the fall is coming early this year. last year this time I was out looking for a job, an inch and a half of hair to my head and nothing but my car and my library card to my name. I look out to see that all around me each child I see is a year older, there is no stoping the time. I like this. it makes me strangly happy. There is no way one can ever be stuck in one place. Though nothing seems to change, job, home, or family, one is never in the same place for things are ever changing. One year has changed me, I am new once again. Though my mind be the very one I was born with, the stretching that has gone on within that large clump of a nervouse system is beyond comprehension. So with my body and emotion, my heart and my soul.