Ah let me think, where to start for it has been much longer than I can, well, than I can remember.
oh I know you all look at this and think "no way on earth her memory could be that bad" truth be known'st to you it is.
So much pain, so much suffering, and I have what is called a good life. The loneliness has left me for now and I only float through the pain to be left in the sea of........... Okey never mind, I cannot think deep thoughts at this time.

there is alot happening in my life but it is still for me to work through and you may not hear of it at this time. I will talk to you all later.