Swingen

Get this, I have mood swings. Yeah I am a girl and therefore this is fairly normal. BUT, it would seem that I get more than averige and more extreem. The worst of it is there is no warning. So for those who live with me or near me have no clue what is going ot through me spirraling in one direction or the other. Found out the other day that I may be able to eat my way out of these things, or something like that. You see I have been suspicuse for some time that I may be Hypoglycemic, I knew that this condition can cause one to be disey if they have not eaten, black out, shacky. and a whole bunch of other physical side effects. I never knew that it could cause my mood swings. my days of depresion and even possibly my insanely poor memory. There is this web sight that my boyfriend found for me and it has a test that you can take. they suggest that if you score more than 20% you should see a doctor. Well I passed with flying colors, then I found out that 70% is not a pass but a fail, big time. yup according to a web test I should talk to a doctor. GACK!!!!. Do you realise that this means I will have to come off of sugar, and not just kind of but like a hundred to one (possibly). They sey every person is different so I need to work out my own diet according to me. but chances are I will have to leave it behind more often then not. I have to say it is kind of reasuring to know that maybe, just maybe I am not going crazy as I was starting to suspect. I might be able to solve the problem of "where the heck do these moods come from?" I may actually not be the person I fear I am. It's hard cause in my head I seem to know that I am not a fearfull person who freaks out at any little thing. that isn't really me. And yet my actions and my additude all speak loudly as if I am. I'm not anctious and yet my stomach is more often in knots than not. I truelly was starting to wonder if I am insane, but yet as I say I knew deep down that I am not. I pray that this can be solved once and for all.